Aug. 7th, 2009 | 04:49 am
Current Moo: cold
Hey just painted my bedroom walls but just a based coat. I am planning on making my room all dark pink with playboy rabbits all over the walls in black. It has taken my mind of food big time. I just don’t have time to eat any more. I have also spring cleaning my room so for once I can see my bedroom floor lol I recharging my web cam later on so I can upload videos to my website when I finish with it. Later I will be rearranging all my stuff in my room. So it will look bigger. Since my room is really small. I will clean the windows and sort out all my clothes. If I chuck some clothes out then I will have reason to buy new clothes. I got to hover up as well and clean all my ty beanie and all my other toady bears I have. I will put some batteries in the clock and clean all the scratch disk I have and put them back on the self. Not forgetting new bulb and pick up all the clothes f the floor and chuck them in the washing machine. Dust the entire shelf and clean the keyboard.
I’m also going to be making my thinspo book today and get some sleep.
Aug. 5th, 2009 | 10:31 am
Current Moo: angry
My size 12 (uk) jean are getting bager and bager. i'm going to see if i can get down to a size 6. i'm kina of a 10 now since there bagy and everthing. sorry i keep on for geting i have this journal all the time now. so parden me for not updating. i'm just had my hair cut the other day and now i look like a boy. so i'm going to put some blonde hair dye in it. just to make it a bit more femanin. all ready my fring is starting to grow back and i'm starting to feel it grown on my neck. oh well i can cut it myself any hair anyway who. needs a hairdresser when you can do it for free. i'm badly need to tidey my room so i can finely get my walls painted. plus i dad need to drive me to a photoshoot in bristol. i am gonna kill him if he says he has no petrol. there no way he going to stop me from haveing my dream.
Aug. 3rd, 2009 | 04:28 am
Current Location: United Kingdom, Gwent
Current Moo: sleepy
Current Music: Tupu
Everything has been looking up today. Lose weight I don’t know how much but my jeans getting really baggy on me. I’m a size 12 UK
size at the moment. So I’m guessing I’m around about size 10 now since there baggy. I want to be a size 6 so bad. But knowing me I will want to go smaller once I hit that goal. I might be catching a bug from my parents however. So I don’t really feel like eating anyway. The new kitten is driving me crazy she’s like a bottle of pop. And my nephew is well pissing me off. Refusing to go home because he had his laptop taken away from him and he wants to go on the internet meaning I can’t. I don’t know how much calories I burnt off but I walk the dog twice. So that’s hour and a half there. I notice the stretch marks behind my knees have despaired so that boost my confidence big time. But I’m still unhappy with my thighs. I’m get to get the confidence to wear shorts now. But I have along way to go before I am wear skirts and really tiny denim shorts.
I will be shopping for new clothes on eBay next week. I’m so it to oversize shirts right now and a lot of Japanese fashion. Like the Asian models I’ve seen on the net.